Warmth Of The Sun

i never realized
the sun could be this warm
feels like reaching out

flying up
a bit of a goof
when it comes to fly

forgot how to use my wings
sometimes i flapped it too hard
it goes fast

but when i saw a black sky
tainted the sun
i stop
scared to move
wind blew
felt the cold
freezed

coz once
i touched the sun
it stings
and put clouds all around
dropped the rain
blinded me
suddenly hit the ground
make my day
shattered
till this day

and sometimes i flapped it slow
still wear out from the other day

there a times i didn't flapped it
just hold still
relax
enjoy the warmth

now
somehow
when i saw the clouds
i still could see it shines
even a bit

is it always this warm?
guide me GOD...