GoiNg Under..

Now I will tell you what I've done for you

50 thousand tears I've cried

Screaming Deceiving and Bleeding for you

And you still won't hear me

(I’m going under)

Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself

Maybe I'll wake up for once

Not tormented daily defeated by you

Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom

I'm dying again

I'm going under

Drowning in you

I'm falling forever

I've got to break through

I'm going under

Blurring and Stirring the truth and the lies

So I don't know what's real and what's not

Always confusing the thoughts in my head

So I can't trust myself anymore

I'm dying again

I'm going under

Drowing in you

I'm falling forever

I've got to break through

So go on and scream

Scream at me

I'm so far away

I won't be broken again

I've got to breathe

I can't keep going under

iT's been a wHiLe

it's been a while since my last post... i got busy of doing nothing huahuahauhua...my mind and my feeling r playing tricks on me lately and it really got me soo occupied...wahh gw cuma mo cerita aja gw kangen niy masa2 bermain sm temen2 gw...kmrn gw abis dr kebalen bermain sm eq, saka trus ketemu diman bentar wahh it's been a while...gw kok tiba2 jd males kerja gt pengen bermain2 lagi aja huahauhau knp yah? mungkin karena udah pd sibuk dengan rutinitas masing2 bgitu kmrn ktm lagi gw ngerasa kangen aja kaya dl lagi yah hehehe....

well yesterday was so hectic for me...whatta busy day! yesterday i was on a "mission" with zaki.. pagi2 gw udah krmh eq.. bermain bentar sm eq + beresin "project" gw hehehe... trus ke ciniru ketemuan ma zaki + tole.. ke gandaria naro mobil zaki trus nganterin tole balik, jemput saka ke kebalen lagi.... tau ga siyy!! ini aneh bgt pas deket rmh eq ada 4 anak ingusan badung2 abis nempel2 d mobs gt sambil teriak2 gt..at first i didn know what they were yelling about...pas mo masuk mobs gt sm saka dan zaki...tuh bocah2 ga jelas itu masih nempel2 jg di mobs trus teriak2 lagi...akhirnya gw tanya laahhh "ngomong apa siiiy???!!!" you know what??? salah satu dr anak kecil itu ngomong "NG&#%*$ yukk!!" waaakss parah bgt tuh anak2 kecil....!!!they were all screaming and yelling that word the whole time!! well anyway setelah itu gw ke tmp nyablon di kemang.... uuuh!! tokonya tutup...ke aksara bentar liat2 buku sambil nunggu tuh toko buka lagi trus baru balik lagi ke toko itu...jadi dey kaosnya... trus ke lebak bulu bentar ngedrop barang... gila macet abis! gw udah mulai cape tuh... saka akhirnya menyerah minta dianter ke kebalen tinggallah gw b2 sm zaki.. mana dia musti balik dl ke ciniru baru abis itu ke kebon jeruk beli ayam trus ke haji domang dey ngedrop barang lagi..setelah itu akhirnya gw nganterin zaki balik...well it aint over yet... i have to stop pick up my cake for Tante Widi's Bday on my way home... then DONE! t'was my day *fiuuuuh* cape bgt...